So why is it you have terrible luck with women, it seems like every time you have something going for you, it always seems to fall apart?
Because I'm to annoying, I start to care to much and end up just making a fool of my self. Every time I meet someone that I think would be an awesome companion for me, I get afraid to lose that, and end up scaring them away. And when I feel like things are going badly I'll do they thing I can to push them away, not on by choice I don't realize I do it until it's to late. You know the old saying you can't teach an old dog new tricks, well that kinda fits me to a tee. I've ruined so many friendships just because I thought it was more then what it was, and when I fall I fall hard.
Right now everything is going right in my life, except the fact I no one to spend it with. I don't think anyone can understand what it's like to be where I am right now.
What does it take for me to find someone to make me happy. I mean, Im not shallow, I'm somewhat funny, I'm a somewhat nice guy. I know some people don't see my teasing as as flirting but just be being an ass, but it's something I'm trying to fix, all of this is,
If you could say anything you wanted to somebody (you don't have to say who) without strings attached... what would you say to them?
Since both of these question are some what similar at the core for me, I'm sorry. That goes to so many people, what I would do to take back all the things I've said to you or did, that is the reasons we aren't together now, I would spin the world backwards to reverse time, I would risk ripping a hole in all of time and space to be with you. I just wish I could do things differently.