awesome!

My 5 year old niece made me so proud today. Her, my sister, and Brother-in-law came over for dinner and not much was on tv, so my parents put on High School Musical 3 for her and as Soon as they did she was like "no I want to watch Doctor Who with Uncle Davy" then ran into the to our computer room and grabbed my Sonic Screwdriver. It was great, my dad hates Doctor Who, and just seeing his face when she did that was great.

I ended up putting on Partners in Crime for her because I figured she'd like the Adipose, she's only scene random episodes of Tennant's doctor but can name all of the companions and tell you what TARDIS stands for not bad for only seeing a hand full of episodes. I wonder how she would take seeing a different Doctor at her age?

Allons-y!

So I know I'm a bit late for this.

Well 2009 is Over, what a year! One that I'm not likely for get anytime soon. I got to meet so many brilliant people, many of which became friends. I can't even being to tell you all about my year, hell thats what this blog is for right? It's been Up and Down.

One thing that stands out for me, is I got obsessed with a show call Doctor Who. Which I have to say helped me through this year. Never has a show done this to, I feel this show has made me a better person, I've found a new Role Model in a time I need inspiration. Well I would feel down I would have a friend to push me to be better, then I am. Which could come from my feeling of not ever feeling like I fit in while I was in Florida, so I found some thing to make the last few months there more bearable. And as my life changed though out the year so did my adventures with the Doctor. As my readers know a few months ago I got really depressed, not leaving my room for days, I was in such a dark place come Thanksgiving. I felt even more connected to the show.

Then comes Decemeber, after such a hard few months my life is finally looking up. I'm starting to feel like a new Man. I've done some things that I'm not proud of this year, and hurt people I love, I'm done with that, I've done what I could to make things better, and what an End to the Year and a great start for 2010. The Doctor that made me fall in love with this show, is no more, he regenerated in to a new man, and I'm excited to see where this new Doctor takes me, and my own Adventures for 2010 which are looking to be Fantastic!

"The Needs of them Many out weigh the needs of the Few or the One" - Mr. Spock

Andrew Crowley:

Buddy not much to say really, you are a brother to me. This might sound gay as hell but you know how to take me go from feeling like hell, to putting a smile on my face. I love you buddy.

Chris Danz:

Kinda the same as Andrews, but I wouldn't have made it in florida with out you, and having you here in Indy makes being back home so much easier. I know it sounds gay but I consider you Family.

Chance Hoover:

Buddy, there isn't anyone else I would rather go to when I need help, you are always there for me when I need a shoulder to cry on. love you bud

Mat and Heather Smith:

You both have made my time home interesting, some times tiring. Mainly because Mat you Always seem to call when I'm either sleeping, trying to get to sleep, or just gotten to sleep, lol but I still love you both.

Jake Westmoreland:

We need to hang out more then we do, but I know I can always count on you.

Edsel:

Nuff Said!! Our History says it all.

There are so Many other people in my life Friends and Family that have made this year what it was. I've done what I can to start to try to get close to some again, and I've pushed some away to where I'm surprised they even talk to me, since they can't stand the thought of seeing me. Which hurts more then not talking. Then there are Some That I never would have thought I'd see again.

To 2010 ALLONS-Y!!!!!

Tribute to what came before....

and a look at what is left to come....

Wibbly Wobbly timey wimey

S- The doctor.
L- Who's the doctor?
S- He's the doctor.
D- [0:13] Yep that's me.
S- 'Kay that was scary.
L- No, it sounds like he's replying but he always says that.
D-[0:19] Yes I do.
L-And that.
D- [0:21] Yep and this!
S- He can hear us! Oh my god you can really hear us!
L- Of course he can't hear us! Look. I got a transcript, see? Everything he says. "Yep that's me, yes I do, yep and this, next this, are you gonna read out the whole thing?
D- [0:37]Are you gonna read out the whole thing? (Together)
L- Sorry.
S- Who are you?
D- [0:41] I'm a time traveler, or I was, I'm stuck in 1969.
M- We're stuck! All of space and time he promised me, now I got a job in a shop, I have to support him!
D-Martha!
M- Sorry.
S- I've seen this bit before.
D- [0:55] Quite possibly.
S- 1969, that's where you're talking from?
D- [0:59] 'Fraid so.
S- But you're replying to me! You cant know what I'm gonna say 40 years before I say it!
D- [1:05] 38.
L- I'm getting this down, I'm writing in your bits.
S-How! How is this possible? Tell me.
L- Not so fast!
D-[1:13] People don't understand time its not what you think it is.
S- Then what is it?
D- [1:19] Complicated.
S- Tell me.
D- [1:22] Very complicated
S- I'm clever and I'm listening and don't patronize me because people have died and I'm not happy, tell me!
D- [1:28] People assume that time is a straight progression of cause to effect but actually from a non-linear non-subjected viewpoint it's more like a ball of wibbly-wobbly timey whimey. ...stuff.
S- Yeah I've seen this bit before. You said that sentence got away from you.
D- [1:43] It got away from me, yeah.
S- Next you're gonna say is "Well I can hear you."
D- [1:48] Well I can hear you.
S- This is impossible!
L- No its brilliant!
D- [1:52] Well not hear you exactly but I know everything you're gonna say.
L- Always gave me the shivers that bit.
S- How can you know what I'm gonna say?
D-[2:00] Look to your left.
L- What does he mean by "look to your left"? I've written tons about that on the forum. I think it's a political statement!
S- He means you! What are you doing?
L- I'm writing in your bits, that way I gotta a complete transcript! What till this hits the net! This will explode the Egg Forums!
D-[2:19] I've got a copy of the finished transcript its on my autocue.
S- How can you have a copy of the finished transcript? It's still being written!
D- [2:25] I told you I'm a time traveler I got it in the future.
S- Ok let me get my head around this. You're reading aloud from a transcript of a conversion you're still having?
D- [2:22] Wibbly wobbly timey whimey.
S- Never mind that, you can do short hand?
L- So?
D- [2:41] What matters is we can communicate, we've got big problems now. They have taken the blue box haven't they? The angels have the phone box?
L- "The angels have the phone box" that's my favorite. I've got that on a t-shirt.
S- What do you mean angels? You mean those statues things?
D- [2:55] Creature from another world.
S- But they're just statues!
D- [2:59] Only when you see them.
S- What does that mean?
D- [3:02] The lonely assassins they used to be called. No one quite knows where they came from but they're as old as the universe or very nearly and they have survived this long because they have the most perfect defense system ever evolved. They are quantum locked. They don't exist when they're being observed. The moment they are seen by any other living creature they freeze into rock. No choice, it's a fact of their biology. In the sight of any living thing they literally turn to stone, and you cant kill a stone. 'Course, a stone cant kill you either but then you turn your head away, then you blink and oh yes it can.
S- Dont take your eyes off that.
D- [3:37] That's why they cover their eyes. They're not weeping, they cant risk looking at each other. They're greatest asset is they're greatest curse. They can never be seen. Loneliest creatures in the universe. And I'm sorry, I'm very, very sorry its up to you now.
S- What am I supposed to do?
D- [3:56] The blue box, that's my time machine. There's a world of time energy in there they could feast on forever but the damage they could do could switch off the sun. You have got to send it back to me.
S- How? ...HOW?!
D- [4:10] And that's it I'm afraid, there's no more from you on the transcript, that's the last I've got. I don't know what stopped you talking but I can guess. They're coming. The angels are coming for you but listen; your life could depend on this. Don't blink, don't even blink! Blink and you're dead. They're fast, faster than you can believe. Don't turn your back, don't look away, and don't blink! Good Luck.

So I was going to try something

I was going to copy one of my old blogs from December 2006, but I couldn't understand my self, and it was just me being really angry at Mat Smith.

So I figure, I would copy one from before High School Graduation in stead a trip down Memory Lane.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

End of the Road, beining of the Journey, so long and thanks for all the fish

Current mood: rejuvenated

There are places I remember, all my life, though some have changed Some forever not for better, some have gone and some remain

All these places have their moments, with lovers and friends, I still can recall

Some are dead and some are living, in my life, I've loved them all

But of all these friends and lovers, there is no one compares with you

And these memories lose their meaning, when I think of love as something new

Though I know I'll never lose affection, for people and things that went before

I know I'll often stop and think about them, in my life I love you more

Though I know I'll never lose affection, for people and things that went before

I know I'll often stop and think about them, in my life I love you more, in my life I love you more

Here I am 1 month, 21 days until the rest of my life. Which I might add that not going too badly at the time being, even though my Father is in the hospital and I still have no date to prom and I'm still a lonely old fool. For toughs of you that don't know a few weeks ago I left home only to return three days later, but still I did it and I prove my point. And that point is don't let your parents crush your dreams, even In high school you can still do amazing things I guess it's true actions do speck louder than words. It's not what you say; it's what you do that defines you. I under stand that now more than ever. I know that some people hate, others think I'm a pig, and then there are the ones that actually mean something to me, The people I know that are here for me now and always will be. The friendships I have will last a life. It's these friendship that have pulled and some times carried me through this past school. I feel my shell breaking and armor fading, and that I will no longer beheld back by this prison that I've made my self. I know why I can never get close to anyone, when I start to; I do something to push them away. I know people snicker as I walk by, well fuck you, I'm sorry that I like to flirt. When I flirt people think it's weird, but then someone else like my great friend Josh Burton flirts with the same girls, he's all over them, and they don't care but when I give someone a complement they just look at me like I'm crazy, WHAT WOULD YOU PREFER, ME GRABBING AT EVERY CURVE?!?!?!?!?! I try and am nice. Nice guys finish last, right? Now I don't know what to do to get me out of this slum, I just wish that the young ladies that I go to school with, would wake up and stop getting their hearts broken every other week. Must good looking guys are assholes and treat women like crap. But they don't care they're hot unlike my self and others like me. I assume that they don't understand that guys like me, try harder to make you happy, and would be willing to do anything to get you stay and another plus you don't have to worry about us cheating on you. Now it is time to look about on the year. ..:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" />Decatur Central High School never have I even meant a more retched hive of scum and villainy. Wow the past year has had some wicked shit happen to me this year. I've meant people new and old, seen the love that I've needed for along time, someone to show me the person that I'm going to be or already am. I've made new friends and I've lost friends. I've worked my ass off and still saw a production that should have and could have been better if people would have been off book when they should have been at have been off book for hell week, but No. I don't mean to be mean and I apologize for my rudeness. I guess I'm just used to having productions up to status Que. I will give my class a hand you kick 6th's ass. I was involved with HUSH so you can make as much fun of me as you want, even though that set did kick ass. Tech placed second in state once again, go us, Band placed second, The color guard went to state for the first time in like 13 years, and the drum line went to state, so fine arts kicked major ass. Even Captain America died, you can't kill Cap when your country is in a middle of a losing war, they took away one of my Icons the only symbol in have left just ripped a way. Now my grades are not where I would like them to be, but that's fine. To be honest I'm terrified about Graduation, Life as I know it will change this is the last time I'll ever get to see the majority ever again. Then come the end of Aug. I'm going to be living in Florida for school. Over all my time at DCHS has been well spent, even though the past four year went by so fast, I would never want to go back and change anything that I've done, I'm proud of all my friend, we've made it, and to my friends still in school, please enjoy it. Even we times are down, just remember these words, enjoy it, spend as much time as possible with your friends, and don't ever forget what they mean to you, You'll ever replace these memories. Look forward and remember my name. Well DCHS it's been a ride, and it's my turn to get off, so long and thanks for all the fish, see you at graduation.

Sincerely,

David Aaron West

Not much of an update

I just love this final scene form Californication Season three, You can watch it and not really be spoiled

(500) Days of Summer or A side of my life I've never seen on Celluloid?

Now I can't really call this a review because it's more like kindred spirits. I know I know Sounds lame. GET OFF MY BACK! but anyway, if any one movie could tell the story of David West and it not be about me, It would be (500) Days of Summer. I'm sure the Film Connects with every Hopeless Romantic out there, but I see so much of my self in Joseph Gordon- Levitt's character, just only if he was a bit more Nerdy (even tho he did see him self as Han Solo) and I was thinner. But he even with him taking a job to just pay bills and it not being what he dreams of doing. To one day seeing life in a whole new way and opening his eyes to the world around him after he's had his heart broken. Not to Mention I'm in love with Zooey Deschanel as well

If anything it's just been motivational to no belief. I wish I could find words to describe how this film has made me feel, besides fantastic. I've been right where he is many times before. And Even from the looks of what going on in my life right now, I feel I'm closing in on the point in my life where Joseph's character ends up at the end of the film. I can't even begin to talk about all the parallels with this movie and my life. It's nuts, but ok I'm done creaming over this movie for now. I wanted to be able to write a review on it, but maybe after I watch it again I can do a proper one.

There's always something to look at if you open your eyes!

Not much to say at the moment, but alot of things are happening! That good old David West luck might finally be changing.

The New Year is Looking brighter and brighter

Some people live more in twenty years than others do in eighty. It's not the time that matters, it's the person.

Song For Ten

Well I woke up today
And the world was a restless place
It could have been that way for me

And I wandered around
And I thought of your face
That Christmas looking back at me

I wish today was just like every other day
'Cause today has been the best day
Everything I ever dreamed

And I started to walk
Pretty soon I will run
And I'll come running back to you

'Cause I followed my star
And that's what you are
I've had a merry time with you

I wish today was just like every other day
'Cause today has been the best day
Everything I ever dreamed

So have a good life
Do it for me
Make me so proud
Like you want me to be
Where ever you are
I'm thinking of you oceans apart
I want you to know

Well I woke up today and you're on the other side
Our time will never come again
But if you can still dream
Close your eyes it will seem
That you can see me now and then

I wish today was just like every other day
'Cause today has been the best day
Everything I ever dreamed

I wish today was just like every other day
'Cause today has been the best day
Everything I ever dreamed

"These Are the Voyages"

" These Are the Voyages of the Star ship Enterprise

It's continuing mission to explore strange new worlds,

to seek out new life and civilizations,

To Boldly Go Where No Man Has Gone Before"

Captains Log

Star Date: 63366.1

So were do I begin,

I guess an update on my diet is in order, well Like most people figured I haven't done the Best I could with it, Mainly because no would take it seriously, and since I still depend on my parents for food and such, and they have no faith in me, and keep buying food I ask them not to, but ok when they don't buy me the foods I ask for its kinda hard, I'm still trying to walk/run my 3miles daily and work out, but With that I also lacked motivation, It's mainly because I would love a work out partner, someone to shape my self up against. So where I'm getting at is that, after the holidays I'm starting Fresh. I'm still going to do this so called half-assed routine, but I'm ready to go full Force, which Leads me in to my next point to make on this days fun filled blog.

So I'm no longer on Speaking terms with Jackie, believe me it's not for the lack trying to talk to her, But Fuck I Fucked up. I know that. I had a moment of weakness and let my emotions get the best of me. I went to her to vent to, and I guess she didn't like what I Had to say. I know I took what she said and Blew it out of the water, so I made some wrong choices after I blew up, and she said she didn't want to continue this friendship then the following morning, I did nothing but try to talk to her and get right with her. Then she told me to stop contacting her, and I just responded "well fuck you to then, and why did I even bother with you in the first place." not the best choice in words. So

fuck my life, right now I don't want anything then to talk to her, I know I'm the worst fucking friend in the whole world. Quick Question, to EVERYONE, am I really that hard to be friends with?

Jackie,

If you are reading this, I'm sorry, I was pissed when I had no reason to be and said things I didn't mean. If we don't talk, I don't want it to be like this. We are both adults and I'm ready to act like it.

Ok On to other News I only have about 20 Pages left in my note book that I've been keeping for 4 years come April. It's a weird Feeling, when it's done I don't want to keep it so If there are any takers on this, please let me know, and I'll give it to you. Basically anything that

you could ever want to know, about me it's in there, things I've never told anyone you can find out in here, it's a chapter in my life that I'm closing when this book is done.

Thanks For the Time

And Thanks for being there for me.

- David West

My BIG 50th POST: WARNING CONTAINS HARSH IMAGES

Besides still not working nothing much going on in my life right now thats really anything to talk about, So I have to make my life a little interesting.

So the guys over on the Jinxworld forum started a Little thread call,

"How overweight are you, and do you care?"

And this got me really thinking, I read through the entire thread and It really inspired me to finally do something about it. My weight has always bugged me and has caused me to have some huge self-esteem issues, that I mainly try to keep to my self. But it's time that I fix this, I'm not looking to get ripped or anything I just want to slim down and feel good about the way I look, Now I've always been a big guy so I'm use to being large but In my opinion I don't look to bad for my weight I'm about 310 pounds 6ft tall, now I've seen people that weigh about the same and are about the same hight as me and look alot worse. I would like my goal to be about 260 by the end of January

Now I really don't have a clear plan on doing this but for the last two days, I've walked/ Jogged about 3 miles a day, I plan on doing this on a daily basis, I'm cutting soda out of my daily intake as well as my late night snacking. I would love to be able to be able to jog or even run the entire length buy the end of the month if that is at all possible. I'm still going to be doing this for sure over the weekend, while coming up with a workout that is right for me.

Here are a few Pictures to give you nightmares so Turn Back now if you want to save you're eyes, I'm going to be doing this about once a week or once every two week to give you all a visual update.

GO NOW!!! SAVE YOUR SOUL!!!!

A Song For the wait.

LAST CHANCE

You were warned