Well 2009 is Over, what a year! One that I'm not likely for get anytime soon. I got to meet so many brilliant people, many of which became friends. I can't even being to tell you all about my year, hell thats what this blog is for right? It's been Up and Down.
One thing that stands out for me, is I got obsessed with a show call Doctor Who. Which I have to say helped me through this year. Never has a show done this to, I feel this show has made me a better person, I've found a new Role Model in a time I need inspiration. Well I would feel down I would have a friend to push me to be better, then I am. Which could come from my feeling of not ever feeling like I fit in while I was in Florida, so I found some thing to make the last few months there more bearable. And as my life changed though out the year so did my adventures with the Doctor. As my readers know a few months ago I got really depressed, not leaving my room for days, I was in such a dark place come Thanksgiving. I felt even more connected to the show.
Then comes Decemeber, after such a hard few months my life is finally looking up. I'm starting to feel like a new Man. I've done some things that I'm not proud of this year, and hurt people I love, I'm done with that, I've done what I could to make things better, and what an End to the Year and a great start for 2010. The Doctor that made me fall in love with this show, is no more, he regenerated in to a new man, and I'm excited to see where this new Doctor takes me, and my own Adventures for 2010 which are looking to be Fantastic!
"The Needs of them Many out weigh the needs of the Few or the One" - Mr. Spock
Buddy not much to say really, you are a brother to me. This might sound gay as hell but you know how to take me go from feeling like hell, to putting a smile on my face. I love you buddy.
Kinda the same as Andrews, but I wouldn't have made it in florida with out you, and having you here in Indy makes being back home so much easier. I know it sounds gay but I consider you Family.
Buddy, there isn't anyone else I would rather go to when I need help, you are always there for me when I need a shoulder to cry on. love you bud
Mat and Heather Smith:
You both have made my time home interesting, some times tiring. Mainly because Mat you Always seem to call when I'm either sleeping, trying to get to sleep, or just gotten to sleep, lol but I still love you both.
We need to hang out more then we do, but I know I can always count on you.
Nuff Said!! Our History says it all.
There are so Many other people in my life Friends and Family that have made this year what it was. I've done what I can to start to try to get close to some again, and I've pushed some away to where I'm surprised they even talk to me, since they can't stand the thought of seeing me. Which hurts more then not talking. Then there are Some That I never would have thought I'd see again.
To 2010 ALLONS-Y!!!!!
Tribute to what came before....
and a look at what is left to come....