So I was going to try something

I was going to copy one of my old blogs from December 2006, but I couldn't understand my self, and it was just me being really angry at Mat Smith.

So I figure, I would copy one from before High School Graduation in stead a trip down Memory Lane.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

End of the Road, beining of the Journey, so long and thanks for all the fish

Current mood: rejuvenated

There are places I remember, all my life, though some have changed Some forever not for better, some have gone and some remain

All these places have their moments, with lovers and friends, I still can recall

Some are dead and some are living, in my life, I've loved them all

But of all these friends and lovers, there is no one compares with you

And these memories lose their meaning, when I think of love as something new

Though I know I'll never lose affection, for people and things that went before

I know I'll often stop and think about them, in my life I love you more

Though I know I'll never lose affection, for people and things that went before

I know I'll often stop and think about them, in my life I love you more, in my life I love you more

Here I am 1 month, 21 days until the rest of my life. Which I might add that not going too badly at the time being, even though my Father is in the hospital and I still have no date to prom and I'm still a lonely old fool. For toughs of you that don't know a few weeks ago I left home only to return three days later, but still I did it and I prove my point. And that point is don't let your parents crush your dreams, even In high school you can still do amazing things I guess it's true actions do speck louder than words. It's not what you say; it's what you do that defines you. I under stand that now more than ever. I know that some people hate, others think I'm a pig, and then there are the ones that actually mean something to me, The people I know that are here for me now and always will be. The friendships I have will last a life. It's these friendship that have pulled and some times carried me through this past school. I feel my shell breaking and armor fading, and that I will no longer beheld back by this prison that I've made my self. I know why I can never get close to anyone, when I start to; I do something to push them away. I know people snicker as I walk by, well fuck you, I'm sorry that I like to flirt. When I flirt people think it's weird, but then someone else like my great friend Josh Burton flirts with the same girls, he's all over them, and they don't care but when I give someone a complement they just look at me like I'm crazy, WHAT WOULD YOU PREFER, ME GRABBING AT EVERY CURVE?!?!?!?!?! I try and am nice. Nice guys finish last, right? Now I don't know what to do to get me out of this slum, I just wish that the young ladies that I go to school with, would wake up and stop getting their hearts broken every other week. Must good looking guys are assholes and treat women like crap. But they don't care they're hot unlike my self and others like me. I assume that they don't understand that guys like me, try harder to make you happy, and would be willing to do anything to get you stay and another plus you don't have to worry about us cheating on you. Now it is time to look about on the year. ..:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" />Decatur Central High School never have I even meant a more retched hive of scum and villainy. Wow the past year has had some wicked shit happen to me this year. I've meant people new and old, seen the love that I've needed for along time, someone to show me the person that I'm going to be or already am. I've made new friends and I've lost friends. I've worked my ass off and still saw a production that should have and could have been better if people would have been off book when they should have been at have been off book for hell week, but No. I don't mean to be mean and I apologize for my rudeness. I guess I'm just used to having productions up to status Que. I will give my class a hand you kick 6th's ass. I was involved with HUSH so you can make as much fun of me as you want, even though that set did kick ass. Tech placed second in state once again, go us, Band placed second, The color guard went to state for the first time in like 13 years, and the drum line went to state, so fine arts kicked major ass. Even Captain America died, you can't kill Cap when your country is in a middle of a losing war, they took away one of my Icons the only symbol in have left just ripped a way. Now my grades are not where I would like them to be, but that's fine. To be honest I'm terrified about Graduation, Life as I know it will change this is the last time I'll ever get to see the majority ever again. Then come the end of Aug. I'm going to be living in Florida for school. Over all my time at DCHS has been well spent, even though the past four year went by so fast, I would never want to go back and change anything that I've done, I'm proud of all my friend, we've made it, and to my friends still in school, please enjoy it. Even we times are down, just remember these words, enjoy it, spend as much time as possible with your friends, and don't ever forget what they mean to you, You'll ever replace these memories. Look forward and remember my name. Well DCHS it's been a ride, and it's my turn to get off, so long and thanks for all the fish, see you at graduation.

Sincerely,

David Aaron West